new begining

after whole this year, I finally decided to move on and leave my past behind. I've wasted my precious time, spent my 6 years of life with the wrong person. I gave my heart and life to that person. I gave up almost everything to him.
Yes I regret everything, yes I felt devastated, I felt neglected, felt like an outcast. No friends, no family, no place to run, no shoulder to cry on. I felt like a total loser. Someone has turn my life upside down.
Anyway, there's a saying that the past should stay the past, that's why God give us eyes to look forward not backward. From that moment I realize that I need to move on. I was so broken hearted but then again I realize that God has a better plan for me. And he's not worth at all. I forgive him but I will not forget. He left scars in my heart. I know time will heal me.